". . . The fastest runner doesn't always win the race, and the strongest warrior doesn't always win the battle. The wise are often poor, and the skillful are not necessarily wealthy . ."
>>Ecclesiastes 9:11

God is fair. I cant tell you my actual feelings right now. Just got back from going out with dimas to aksara, and he told me about a thing and so. of course, the last topic right before i got out of the car is jedi. it turns out one of my neigbour likes him, and i once thought the same thing, and since he finally end up with that biatch [excuse my word, but i dont care]... that thought never came back to the surface .... until now!!! i dont know which one to hate [well not actually hate.. it's more like arrghhhh!!!]

ughhhhh .... just because of this one small unimportant thing [are u sure, it's not important???] [another... arrghhhhh!!!]. anyhoo, just becoz of this slight irritating problems, i forgot the fun that i had going out with dimas and met that cute guitarist!! hehehehe.. [i need some distraction, so just give me some credit here, k!]

uhuhuhuhu ... i'm such an idiot. i still care, but i pretend like i dont care. and it tortures me so bad. everytime i care for someone, i pretend like i dont, and .... oh my, i'm so stupid!!

next time, if u do love or care for someone, face it that u are who you are... !! :/